Flux of Friendship to RuinEver try so hard to understand why something went so terribly wrong; you break down when you ever think of it anymore? Ever learn the esteem you gave a friend was not deserved? Ever expect someone to be mature when in the end all they do is act like a child? Ever fall for someone you should of known would only bring you pain? Ever try picking up the pieces of someone when you still have yourself to fix? Well, welcome to the life that never becomes anything All my aspiration and effort is gone I put everything into getting someone to where they could be All that happens is they only want to keepFlux of Friendship to Ruin
Dance of the EndWelcome to the Dance of the End The waltz of the twilight of life The candles have used up their wax The wick is diminutive No wish for change No hope for a brighter tomorrow The dance is that with the most enchanting mystery The most dreaded ‘what if’ The embers of faith have smoldered out Reason is all that remains With the coldest aspect of a human mind A withering entity moves with the steps of the dance Enchanted and fearless The withered rushes into the mysteries arms Trying to comprehend it’s own desire Each step echoing through ponDance of the End
Resignation to fate's whimFluttering resignation Heavy lids Contentment Because you were near I should have paid more attention To the details of your movements Demons Of the days echoing through me I wonder How many times I’ll let my nature Bring about known failure I had no hope Just one solemn wish I know better I wonder when the river will flow Through those lids that were so heavy With sheer happiness Quintessence of all my short coming I want you to be who you are I know that I won’t be involved in that respect I know that hopeResignation to fate's whim
Breathless RestraintI want to show her my thoughts I already know my hopes are unfounded I wonder that if I said anything Would she believe me? I doubt she’d give it much thought I’m not that much No future captivates my existence Breath I find no more odium in me No rage to protect my core I could fabricate it I am divided Breath Thumping throbs of concealed emotion I could open my lips Once more I already know what her reaction would be She’s never been close enough To even do more Than be a petty annoyance I should have listenBreathless Restraint
